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Cherishing You [Chp10]

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Cherishing You

Genre: Drama | Romance | AU | Incest | Modern Days

Rating: M

Pairing: (mainly) Levi x Eren, and some other pairing which will be added as the story progressing.

Summary: Having separated from his brother ever since he was a baby, Eren didn't remember the face of his older brother aside from his baby photos. He soon found himself slowly attached to the new guy who appeared in his family's bakery during the first day of his moving.

Disclaimer: I don't own Shingeki no Kyoujin, but this fanfiction is mine. ©AsakuraHannah

Levi eyed the trashcan. The file was there, untouched. Not that he wanted to touch the dirty documents right after he threw them away. That Ian guy looked like he knew something he didn't. Strange enough, it was all related to Eren's brother. His frown went deeper. Eren had yet to give any information about his brother like he promised. They were just getting together. He didn't feel like he was rushing things on him. In this situation, the information about Rivaille was getting on his nerves. The fact that Farlan brought it up as if this Rivaille went missing instead of… passed away during the accident made it fishy. This afternoon, that Ian guy sought him up again, trying to coach things out.

A person stood in front of Levi, blocking his way up to his apartment. Levi recognized the guy as the intelligence who came into his door step in the other day. There were several envelopes in his arms.

" What do you want?" Levi crossed his arms.

" Have you checked the document?" The man asked.

" Why do you insist I'm that boy? Don't you have another person in your list?" He scoffed, grimacing at him.

" Are you trying to hide your identity or…?"

" I'm not trying to hide anything, this is getting ridiculous!" Levi raised his voice, glowering as the man walked closer to him.

" This is the new file I received upon the investigation. If you are not related with this boy who was missing, then you have nothing to worry about. I just want to hear your childhood-"

" What if I refuse to tell you anything? You can't force me. Besides, I don't know if you really are a person working as intelligence."

" I'm working with the Scouting Legion."

' Scouting Legion, huh? Not everyone can work there. He must be some high ranking intelligence.'

" If you doubt me, I have the legal crest and letter. You can check them, I will show you. The only thing you need to think carefully is about these documents. If you are that boy, I'm sure there are a lot of things to talk about."

Strange thoughts started appearing in his mind. What if he actually was Rivaille? Eren's brother? Farlan had even mistaken him as Rivaille. Trying to turn blind eyes on the matter will make it worse. He clasped his hands together, unconsciously trembling by the force.

He was in a deep thought that he failed to notice a sound as a door slid open.

"Levi?" Eren's voice made him jump.

The boy blinked at him questioningly.

"Ooh hi." He mumbled shortly at his boyfriend.

"Are you alright?" Eren asked, setting a bag of bread on his lap.

Levi took the bag and peeked inside. New bread sample created by Eren.

"You made new bread again? What is it called this time? Don't give me that 'A call from Heaven' shit like last time. You have a bad taste for naming your bread." Levi picked one and took a small bite.

"I decided to name the bread "Eren"!"

The raven haired man choked between his munching, coughing several times.

"Levi, are you alright?!" The boy panicked, oblivious to what he just said. He grabbed the nearest water glass and gave it to Levi. Levi gulped down the water, and hit Eren right on the head.

"Stop naming your bread after yourself!"

"That hurt!" The boy protested, winching in pain. "What the hell, Levi? It's not bleeding is it?" He looked at his palm to check if there was some blood.

"Stupid." Levi sighed and put the bread away. The lingering taste between his tongue had some kind of caramel and chocolate mixed together.

"Chocolate Caramel sounds about right."

"That's boring." Eren pouted.

Levi glared at him.

"Uhh… never mind the name. You look so serious when I entered the room. You didn't even notice my knocking. Did something happen?" The boy sat beside his boyfriend, seeking answers.

Levi sighed and shook his head. "Nothing you need to be concern about." He patted his head and Eren leaned against his shoulder.

Enjoying the caress on his head, the boy snuggled closer to Levi.

"You need to share your problems with me. I'm here to listen."

His boyfriend chuckled at him. "Are you my psychiatrist now?"

"Of course! You can't help yourself, so let me help you."

Levi leaned down to peck his lips. Eren's cheeks turned pink by the gesture. He enjoyed seeing him submitted almost immediately. The boy was so obvious. He kissed him on his warm cheek, gracing his way down his jaw and kissed on his Adam apple.

"Levi…" Eren wrapped his arms around Levi's nape, closing his eyes when his boyfriend marked him on his collarbone.

" Rivaille…"

A voice made his heart thump. He pushed Eren away, making the boy yelp in surprise.

"Ah, sorry…" Levi mumbled. For a second, he got the horror in his mind. Ravishing his brother just didn't seem right. What if Eren really was his brother?

"Levi? Are you alright?" Eren softly called after him, staring in worry.

"I'm… alright… I'm alright…" He shifted away. "Let's eat the bread. I will prepare some tea." Levi mumbled. Eren stared at him puzzled.


Eren lay on his bed, staring at the locket in his hand. Inside the locket, there was a photo of Rivaille, holding him in his arms. He closed the lid, rolled to his back. His minds drifted to yesterday event between him and Levi. Something was strange about him today. No, his strange behavior started during their visit in Rivaille's grave in Trost.

'He is not regretting our relationship right?' Eren stared at the clock. It's almost 9 o'clock. Armin must have gone to sleep, he went to his cram school today. He didn't want to bother him with his current problem at this hour.

'It looks as if he was battling between his inner turmoil.' Eren closed his eyes. 'Should I start explaining about Rivaille to him? My own brother… The one Farlan said might be alive somewhere. Maybe I should check some information on his whereabouts. If he really alive…'

His ears caught rustlings sounds in the hallway. Recognizing Ian's voice, Eren immediately sat up, pacing out his room. He looked inside the dining room to find Mikasa and Ian talking over the documents scattering around the table.

"So… you mean to tell me that…"

"It could be that guy who regularly coming to the cafe every morning. You know, this might not be coincidence." Ian said while picking up the photo.

"He is…" Mikasa stunned, eyeing the photo perplexed.

"It's him. His name is Levi, I believe"

"I do felt something about him. I couldn't put a finger to what it was, though. I never thought that he might be my brother…"

"He is Eren's…" Ian trailed off.

Mikasa sighed and put down the photo.

"Please keep these matters to yourself, Ian. Let's not bring this up to my parents yet. I'm not even sure if we should pursue this case any further."

Her fiancé looked at her puzzled. "He looked like he tried to cover his identity."

Mikasa stared at the photo. She curled her fingers to her skirt, frowning in a deep thought. "I don't know how things can be so complicated like this." She bit her nail nervously. "I will try to talk about this with Eren."

"What do you want to talk to me about?"

Both Mikasa and Ian looked surprised.

"Eren…" Mikasa started.

"Good timing, Ian. I actually wanted to ask something about my brother's whereabouts."

"Huh?" Mikasa went pale. Her brother's eyes locked with her.

Judging from the look Mikasa gave him, she must have known something. Rage started welling up in his chest. "You know something about this right, Mikasa?"

"Eren, how did you-"

"You knew and you kept quiet about this?!"

"Please keep your voice down, Eren. Your parents are asleep. Don't be mad at your sister. I will tell you something about him."

"Ian…?!" Mikasa stopped interrupt when Ian raised his hand.

"Elaborate." Eren glared at Mikasa.

Ian gave him the paper. He told him about the missing brother of his and some fact that might related to Levi.

Eren's feature went pale. His eyes wandered on the paper. His eyes went back and forth from Ian and to the document he was currently holding. "Are you asking me to believe that Levi is… Rivaille?" His hands were trembling now.

Ian and Mikasa stood still, not answering.

Eren shook his head. "No… no… this is… ridiculous." He took a step back, half smiling. He clutched his forehead. "Are you telling me the person I'm currently dating is… my…" He couldn't continue his words. He bit his lips. He shook his head, trying to shake the flooding information within his head. He had kissed him without knowing, he had hugged him and even felt sexual needs for the man. To know that he was actually a person related to him by blood just didn't seem right. Eren chuckled, hissing, as his memories over the man flooded in. He stood up straight before bolting out of the door.

"Eren!"

Ian put his hand on Mikasa's shoulder, shaking his head.

"But they were… brothers…" Mikasa whispered.


Eren ran as fast as he could. He needed some evidence; he needed someone who can rebut all of the fact that they were brothers. He clenched his fists enough to wound his palm. His feet kept on running; he almost tripped on his way to Levi's apartment. He wondered if Levi had also known about this. The fact that he was acting strange might be the one which triggered this ridiculous statement. They couldn't be blood related. He couldn't stay calm inside the train, not even he cares if he bumped someone harshly to get off the train. He quickly ran a few blocks to his apartment.

"Levi!" Eren breathed out, hollering as soon as he reached his door. He received no answer then, he tried to open the door. It wasn't locked. He quickly walked inside, ignoring the fact that he just barged inside someone's room for the second time without permission. His green eyes scanned the room, finding the trashcan filled with the torn documents. Eren quickly walked to it, picking up piece by piece, like a beggar finding some leftover food. His hands were trembling; he felt the nausea overwhelming him. As soon as he put the torn pieces together like a broken puzzle on the carpet, he saw his brother's face. His eyes watered while his face turned pale. He sat there, staring at the document for a couple of minutes.

"Eren?! What the heck, don't just enter my apartment without knocking! What are you doing? Hey, that's dirty!" Levi quickly caught up to his side, kneeling down beside him. His hair was dampened as he had finished bathing. They stared at each other for a moment before Eren's eyes turned dim. His heart thumped at the way Eren smiled bitterly at him.

"Rivaille… do you want hear the story of my brother?"

Levi's eyes widened. His eyes found the torn document in front of Eren's knees.

TBC

Having been separated from his brother ever since he was a baby, Eren didn't remember his face aside from his baby photos. He soon found himself slowly getting attached to the new guy who suddenly appeared in his family's bakery during the first day he moved. RiRen AU Incest Modern Days

Genre: Drama | Romance | AU | Sibling Incest | Rating: M | Pairing: (mainly) Levi x Eren
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oh my god the feels! You need to continue, this is amazing <img src="//st.deviantart.net/minish/stash/stashing.gif">